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Owies.. my fingers all infected n shit.. I sliced it to the bone the other day with these knives I sell. It was pretty cool lookin till I realized it was infected. I shoulda got like 10 or 20 stitches but nooo.. You all know how stubborn I am.. Its cool tho. Itll make for an awesome scar to add to my collection. :) Anywayz.. so yea.. my days been cool.. Actually the past couple days have been cool. Rachael and I have both been off work so we've been snowed in together.. cuddlin', talkin bout serious stuff and gettin our new house in order.. Its been fun. You never realize how much you love some one until you TRY... Ya know? I dunno.. Its hard to explain.. I thought Id end up back with my ex but its obvious shes moved on.. to someone that was supposed to be my friend.. So yea... fuck it.. Im done.. Whatever yo.. Its pretty beat up that it had to be a friend of mine.. I may not have known her well but damn.. But like I said whatever.. I cant be mad or jealous for that matter. Im in love and completely happy. :) Now I can dedicate my ALL to Rachael instead of the small 50% I was givin her cause of my heart ache.. Anywayz tho.. I looked at my exs site and it seems like shes tryin to rub it in my face how bad I hurt her.. I realize I hurt her but damn.. It makes me feel like shit everytime I fuckn try to talk to her or look at her site or profile. DAMN! :( Its all good. I know Im a better person now and thats all that matters I guess...
Rachael has really brought out the good in me.. I dont know how .. I guess because she knows me so well.. :) Shes muh baby! :) I cant fuck up this time. I try to keep tellin myself Im a better person but part of me says things are goin too well and something NEEDS to fuck up for it to be normal.. Ya know? She just treats me too good.. I went from having NOTHING to having 2 wonderful jobs that SHE got me, and a house to call our own... Its an amazing thing what shes done with me.. Most thought it was impossible.. It just took TRUE love and patience I gues.. ? I dunno... I LOVE YOU RACHAEL! THANK YOU SWEETHEART.. You ARE the best thing about me.. no questions ask....
Well let me hop off here.. We're about to eat at my aunty Donnas.. :) Then we gotta get home, get some love and kick it.. Watch 8 mile and Romeo and Juliet. Those are our movies :)... I'll update later.. PEACE!!
Rachael has really brought out the good in me.. I dont know how .. I guess because she knows me so well.. :) Shes muh baby! :) I cant fuck up this time. I try to keep tellin myself Im a better person but part of me says things are goin too well and something NEEDS to fuck up for it to be normal.. Ya know? She just treats me too good.. I went from having NOTHING to having 2 wonderful jobs that SHE got me, and a house to call our own... Its an amazing thing what shes done with me.. Most thought it was impossible.. It just took TRUE love and patience I gues.. ? I dunno... I LOVE YOU RACHAEL! THANK YOU SWEETHEART.. You ARE the best thing about me.. no questions ask....
Well let me hop off here.. We're about to eat at my aunty Donnas.. :) Then we gotta get home, get some love and kick it.. Watch 8 mile and Romeo and Juliet. Those are our movies :)... I'll update later.. PEACE!!