Apr 10, 2006 00:38
You know when you start thinking about something and it reminds you about someome from your past, someone who meant a lot to you, and all you want to do is call that person up and find out how they're doing? That's how I feel tonight. I was talking with Danielle about something pointless and it reminded me about Luke. I miss him. Don't get me wrong, I love Austen with all my heart, but a girl can still miss men from her past. He was such a great guy: mature, but funny, my parents loved him, he was respectful, he opened doors for me and made me feel like a woman, he was gentle, but just forceful enough. Not to mention he had a steady career, nice car, great apartment, and was HOT!!! He was like an amazingly hot version of Matt Damon. It's such a shame that he went through whatever it was that emotionally scared him overseas. The military can be a bitch sometimes, but I've got to repect the guy.
Anyway, life sucks. Jordan got into a car accident tonight. My mom was supposed to call me back, but she hasn't yet. I've been waiting to hear from her since 9pm. Apparently he had been drinking, totaled his car, hurt his leg, and is in the hospital and that's all we know. I want to go to Orlando to see him, but my neurologist appointment is at 10am and I've been waiting four months for this appointment. I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I can't concentrate. I'm so screwed.
Other than that I've just been vegging out all weekend. I went to happy hour and the Circus with Shannon and Karley on Friday, and then over to the guys for a barbecue that turned into a big party. I passed out at 11:30 and missed everything, but apparently everyone else had a great time. Yesterday I went shopping with the girls, then we had a big dinner and I went to see The Crucible with Austen. Dear God, that play was horrible. The end. After that I went and chilled at Austens until we both passed out. Today my man and I went out for breakfast and then to see Chronicles of Narnia (which was awesome), and then I went to chapter. It's been a long weekend...and it'll probably be an even longer week. Mucho love.