july 31
I'm at beccas right now, its 11:40 right now. I'm kinda tired. but i'm gonna stay up and watch this show she wants me to. from what ive hard its really funny. We're wacthing the Cosby show right now. I have to get up extra early, well, 6:30 tomorrow, so that i can take a shower, and help becca dry her hair.
I'm trying to think about something positive, but certain things cloud my mind. I think too much, which is quite different then what most people thinkof me. I'm reading a book that is helping me focus on what is right, but its really hard. Only girls know. Only girls know the incredible comparison, the incredible envy, and struggle with the opposite sex. Slowly but surelyI'm getting over it. I am no longer focused on all my problems, but on God, and his incredible mercy and love for me. But living on the body I am, and the world I am, its not as easy as it looks or sounds.
Well, I'm gonna go...and not think aboutthis stuf, c u all later!!!
K
I'm trying to think about something positive, but certain things cloud my mind. I think too much, which is quite different then what most people thinkof me. I'm reading a book that is helping me focus on what is right, but its really hard. Only girls know. Only girls know the incredible comparison, the incredible envy, and struggle with the opposite sex. Slowly but surelyI'm getting over it. I am no longer focused on all my problems, but on God, and his incredible mercy and love for me. But living on the body I am, and the world I am, its not as easy as it looks or sounds.
Well, I'm gonna go...and not think aboutthis stuf, c u all later!!!
K