May 25, 2008 23:41
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love I can't hide
I can't hide
We watched Across the Universe this morning at Stoner's and I realized that I don't feel like waiting anymore. I want to, I need to start making a difference. There's no watching from the sidelines anymore. I can no longer stand watching the world pass me by. I need to be active. I need to be progressive. I need to be radical. I need
help.
How can I feel all these emotions so powerfully and not have anywhere or know of any place I can divert them? They just bottle up inside and then poof!! explode upwards like the Old Faithful.
Megan's book was right. So right, I'm really in shock and amazed. I need a copy for myself. hmmm no where can I get my hands on one...
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So Stoner's was a life-enriching experience, I must say. Some good things happened. Some not so good things. Some happy some sad some surprising some expected some inevitable some just experiences. Nothing more. I left my blanket there and his present back at my house and MEGAN wouldn't let me go back and bring it. We were on exit 27 when I remembered (I'm 49 so yeah)
You know, for someone who made such a fuss about saying hello, saying goodbye seems to mean nothing at all.
And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shines until tomorrow, let it be
there will be an answer
let it be
>>>edit:: maybe I'll just sleep on it...
usy,
megan,
across the universe,
usy party