Hypocricy
I've wanted to leave a total of five comments today while checking my blogs. I only ended up submitting one of them, and closed the window when I finished for the rest.
I read Amy's Xanga post about Evan and what a dick he is, and it got me thinking. I've always said that a little fucking honesty would nice once in a while, but that makes me a hypocrite. There are so many things that I can't and won't ever say. None of them are really for my own good... I could deal with the consequences that come of them... but it's more for the people that would be affected by my words. This is why I say, "I tell the truth when I can, and lie when I have to."
By the same token... there are questions that I want answered that will never be resolved. I wonder a lot about the trust that I place in people. I trusted Evan, but then he lied to me about his involvement with Amy. "I'm so sorry, I never should have pursued her because I know what she meant to you blah blah blah." But he never stopped for a moment to see that I already knew everything. That I knew that they dated even when he stated rather explicitly that they never did. And then he lied to Amy about the new girl that he was with...
Of course, I don't even need to go over the obvious scenario that pops into mind every time I think of deception.
But yknow. Fuck it. We all make mistakes, and for our own good, we should learn from them. Then again, that's only in an ideal world.
I read Amy's Xanga post about Evan and what a dick he is, and it got me thinking. I've always said that a little fucking honesty would nice once in a while, but that makes me a hypocrite. There are so many things that I can't and won't ever say. None of them are really for my own good... I could deal with the consequences that come of them... but it's more for the people that would be affected by my words. This is why I say, "I tell the truth when I can, and lie when I have to."
By the same token... there are questions that I want answered that will never be resolved. I wonder a lot about the trust that I place in people. I trusted Evan, but then he lied to me about his involvement with Amy. "I'm so sorry, I never should have pursued her because I know what she meant to you blah blah blah." But he never stopped for a moment to see that I already knew everything. That I knew that they dated even when he stated rather explicitly that they never did. And then he lied to Amy about the new girl that he was with...
Of course, I don't even need to go over the obvious scenario that pops into mind every time I think of deception.
But yknow. Fuck it. We all make mistakes, and for our own good, we should learn from them. Then again, that's only in an ideal world.