May 23, 2011 18:55
So much shit happened. every single time i'm the one involved even though i didn't do anything at all. nobody understands the meaning of "DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL" is it? imagine a rabbit searching for carrots doing her own work living her own life minding her own business, neither disturbing anyone verbally nor physically. suddenly a thunderstorm crops up, and fingers are pointed at her, though not in a direct obvious manner. but isn't "not entirely your fault" equal to "partly your fault" equal to "you're still at fault"? "it takes 2 hands to clap" "learn from your mistakes" hello? what did i do in the first place? every week i just go to work and attend night classes. busy like shit. tell me when did i step on anyone's foot or purposely create a storm out of nothing? you think i'm that free? why do people just like to aim at me and make me the target when you all can't control your own emotions? i'm an easy target? yeah i think so too. the most i just swallow down everything and don't fight back, damn harmless huh?
Maybe it's just my life. i'm too suay. everyone else's an angel, i'm the Devil. i'm forever the bad person, the troublemaker. yeah so FUCK MY LIFE. you happy?