May 22, 2011 02:55
時間會把我把你 都變成了灰燼 從勇氣 變距離 沒有人能夠保證 永遠在一起
時間會把我把你 都變成了回憶 那時候 有沒有 一個不會為時間 而變化的你
Looking through my old photos. looking at your photos, her photos. omg my heart's crying. it's shattered till i don't know how to fix it back. heartache. major heartache. sometimes i wish i can go for plastic surgery or character surgery (if there is even one). i dislike the way i am now. i don't like to be this sad. i want to be happy and be able to make sense of my life. i'm trying hard but it's taking too much out of me. i'm too weak.
Cried like i've never cried before today, till my eyeballs were red. so much bottled up inside. i'll be fine tmr. i know i will. i have to be.