I made a boo boo

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summer nights of stillness, cigarettes, and
the misinterpretation of lust for love;
of radio static for your favorite pop ballad.
this is reckless summer, you know, and
the calm after the storm leaves me
whispering: can i make it better, mister?
i will sacrifice myself for peace; i want to
we weren't meant to be friends forever.
we were both running too fast,
changing with the seasons;
you were racing forward as
i was chasing my past,
but for one perfect summer
we met in the middle and
shared something deep and real
that every human being deserves
to experience, just once.
it is about the deepest blue
with specks of lime green,
he has the most perfect eyes
i have ever lost myself in.