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Today I woke
up at around 9-9:30ish...I couldnt sleep much last night((my throat n
stomach hurt badly)) I have a horrible cold so Ive been taking
in a lot of vitamin c lately. So then I called matthew at like 12:30 n
he came over n we hung and watched "man of the house" cause it
was on the disney channel.fun stuff I must say...I love just laying
with him cause he always plays with my hair n rubs my back n tickles me
n smiles n laughs for no
reason. hes so wonderful!!I love him so much. newho then he left n I
cleaned my room and bathroom...took a nap((well at least
attempted to which didnt really work well)) then went to church with my
daddy pooh n to Kroger to buy my mom some baby roses...shes
been feeling shitty about the whole possible pregnancy:/ Its all my
fault:( welp then ate dinner n went out to the mall with my father
dearest to buy my mom something n look at some home gym for our humble
abode. lol. welp nothing yet about what Ive said in my last entry...just
waiting. I got some advice from some mothers to be/new mothers about
everything...they all say about testing...one said to do it
right in the morning as soon as i wake up. so thats prolly what Ill try
soon. I think Ill go n play a game with my dad, cause I owe him one
from yesterday when I ditched
him for matt lol. so HOPEFULLY everything works out for the best. Lifes
been pretty complicated lately. but whatever happens...happens for a reason. I guess this is Gods way of testing me, matt, and my family...ITS WORKING!!sheesh.
I LOVE MATTHEW DAVID LISOWSKI<3
I LOVE MATTHEW DAVID LISOWSKI<3