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Feb 11, 2005 19:57

Lately Ive been FREAKING out...I can n will not be pregnant. I checked all these websites out about signs of pregnancy n it freaks me out cause I have many of them.

*Your period stops or becomes very light.

*You may feel nausea or queasiness. Some women vomit. ("Morning sickness" can happen any time of day -- it may help to eat small meals throughout the day, snack on crackers or toast, or drink juice or lemonade.)

*Your breasts swell and may be tender.

*Your nipples and the area around the nipples (areola) get darker and broader.

*You have to urinate more often.

*You feel tired.

*You may become constipated and have heartburn (Tums may help).

X You may have headaches.

*You experience mood swings -- feel angry, sad, or happy for no reason. ...

God help me. I have all of those minus one AND...I have a better sense of smell. Im really freaking out! :/ I know Matt will take care of me n the baby if I am...he already talked to me about getting a better job n stuff. hes so wonderful god I LOVE HIM!!I dont know what Id do if I were afraid with any other guy...cause hes sooo different...he actually treats me the way I deserve to be treated.

He keeps saying "well when Jacob comes.." or "Jacob will do this..." its sooo cute cause I told him I liked the name Jacob for a boy a longgg time ago n he remembered.

well Im officially screwed considering im like...a week or longer...late...n my mom n dad already told me that they wont help if I am. Im so scared :(

well sorry I havent been on lately...Im kinda still off limits when it comes to the computer. but its cool comment n give me some good advice cause

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!

My boobs hurt:( lol

well I love you all n I love my Matthew... RE UPDATING:: Matthew came over...he got off work early to come n see me. we watched night at the roxbury n cuddled...I dont know what I'd do without him in my life I swear. He got me all freaked out n I got him all freaked out...so basically we were freaking eachother out BADLYYY. Ahhhh I wanted to cry n laugh at the same time. He said he wants to get a better job n we can move into an apartment. I was like ohhh god its gonna be like riding in cars with boys. Im scared shitless...but at least I know for sure that matt will be there for me every step of the way. I love him so much!
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