Feb 11, 2005 19:57
Lately Ive been FREAKING out...I
can n will not be pregnant. I checked all these websites out about
signs of pregnancy n it freaks me out cause I have many of them.
*Your period stops or becomes very light.
*You
may feel nausea or queasiness. Some women vomit. ("Morning sickness"
can happen any time of day -- it may help to eat small meals throughout
the day, snack on crackers or toast, or drink juice or lemonade.)
*Your breasts swell and may be tender.
*Your nipples and the area around the nipples (areola) get darker and broader.
*You have to urinate more often.
*You feel tired.
*You may become constipated and have heartburn (Tums may help).
X You may have headaches.
*You experience mood swings -- feel angry, sad, or happy for no reason.
...
God help me. I have all of those
minus one AND...I have a better sense of smell. Im really freaking out!
:/ I know Matt will take care of me n the baby if I am...he already
talked to me about getting a better job n stuff. hes so wonderful god I
LOVE HIM!!I dont know what Id do if I were afraid with any other
guy...cause hes sooo different...he actually treats me the way I
deserve to be treated.
He keeps saying "well when Jacob
comes.." or "Jacob will do this..." its sooo cute cause I told him I
liked the name Jacob for a boy a longgg time ago n he remembered.
well Im officially screwed
considering im like...a week or longer...late...n my mom n dad already
told me that they wont help if I am. Im so scared :(
well sorry I havent been on lately...Im kinda still off limits when it comes to the computer. but its cool
comment n give me some good advice cause
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
My boobs hurt:(
lol
well I love you all n I love my Matthew...
RE UPDATING:: Matthew came over...he got off work early to come n see me. we watched night at the roxbury n cuddled...I dont know what I'd do without him in my life I swear. He got me all freaked out n I got him all freaked out...so basically we were freaking eachother out BADLYYY. Ahhhh I wanted to cry n laugh at the same time. He said he wants to get a better job n we can move into an apartment. I was like ohhh god its gonna be like riding in cars with boys. Im scared shitless...but at least I know for sure that matt will be there for me every step of the way. I love him so much!