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So its 5am and Nathan is calling me and leaving me voice mails saying things like "I never wanted to spend the rest of my life with you" "Your stupid, your rediclous." "This is between me and you stop fucking causing more drama and draggin my friends into it and spreading rumors about me." Which is funny seeing how i dont give a shit and havent even talked to any of his friends about anything and he always says stop spreading rumors about me... WTF?! Angela and Chris told me everything... I told erin because she called. End of story... no one else knows. Cept the whole LJ word that is :) I did not tell Erin you guys were doing cocaine... Chris told Angela that him and Kenny D were going with you guys and I told Erin that you did cocaine with Kenny before... end of fucking conversation. As for Angela saying Im manipulating her or w.e... thats a bunch of bullshit. She was the one who told me everything then I even talked to Chris cause he called me. How can i manipulate someone when all Im doing is sitting on the other end of the phone line listening to all the lies youve been telling me and me crying?? Whatever floats your boat... think what you want cause your alone now and you have to live with yourself. But he is going out in such a classy way isnt he? Calling me and leaving me voice mails calling me names because he knows hes the fucking deusch and he fucked up again... Ive been here so many times... Ive felt this pain so many times and been through these random ass late night calls of him just yelling at me to try and turn things around to make it look like I at least did something wrong. No more apologies from him, no more im sorrys, its not ture... no, its down to him calling me names for no apparent reason. I got 3 emails from him saying :when i call at 5:00 you better answer! please talk to me angela!" 5:00 rolls around, nothing... 4:30 am rolls around... oooooo there he is. Just yelling at me and making me cry even more. If it isnt true heres a hint... maybe you should try and explain yourself some more instead of calling me stupid and rediculous and yelling at me and making me cry. Hes a classy guy that Nathan Brower... I just want to go to sleep :(
IT IS NOW SATURDAY AFTERNOON BUT I AM ADDING A LITTE MORE...
I just re listened to all the voice mails and I just started balliig. They were prolly some of the meanest things I ve ever heard. Just calling me stupid and rediclous and saying fuck you and saying i could never want to spend the rest of my life with you. Nathan also said I am tyring to cause problems in all his friends relationships... this is fucking nuts. Already this morning I have talked to Erin and Angela and they have no idea what he is talking about. In the voice mail you said "What the fuck are you doing by telling angela that me and chris are trying to manipulate her?" I talked to Angela and even she sad she has NO idea what your talking. As for the Erin thing... I talked to her earlier too. And once again... she has no idea what your talking about and thinks your fucking crazy. I never told her you guys are doing cocaine. She got mad because she thought Kyle was lieing to her because he has been hanging out with you and she knows how much of a liar you are and she got really upset by how ou've been treating me and took it out on Kyle. She said she is going to call Kyle today and set everything straight because its so completely obvious that you are just trying to pin something on me to make yourself look like less of an asshole. You also said "fuck you if your going to believe something like this without talking to me first." HMMM I WONDER WHERE I HAVE HEARD THAT BEFORE?! The cruise maybe?! Its like de ja vu... you got so mad at me because i "assumed" it was true and I didnt talk to you about it first and I just got all upset for "nothing" then come to find out in the end.... hey you did fuck two girls behind my back. So I wonder why I wouldnt believe a word you said. Angela had absolutely nothing to gain from lieing to me. Chris told her that you told him while you guys went for a run that you had sex with that girl 3 times and that was like a week after you met her.... thats kinda specific for someone to mess it up and "construe" it like you say. I dont even know why Im typing this... I dont owe you anything...
IT IS NOW SATURDAY AFTERNOON BUT I AM ADDING A LITTE MORE...
I just re listened to all the voice mails and I just started balliig. They were prolly some of the meanest things I ve ever heard. Just calling me stupid and rediclous and saying fuck you and saying i could never want to spend the rest of my life with you. Nathan also said I am tyring to cause problems in all his friends relationships... this is fucking nuts. Already this morning I have talked to Erin and Angela and they have no idea what he is talking about. In the voice mail you said "What the fuck are you doing by telling angela that me and chris are trying to manipulate her?" I talked to Angela and even she sad she has NO idea what your talking. As for the Erin thing... I talked to her earlier too. And once again... she has no idea what your talking about and thinks your fucking crazy. I never told her you guys are doing cocaine. She got mad because she thought Kyle was lieing to her because he has been hanging out with you and she knows how much of a liar you are and she got really upset by how ou've been treating me and took it out on Kyle. She said she is going to call Kyle today and set everything straight because its so completely obvious that you are just trying to pin something on me to make yourself look like less of an asshole. You also said "fuck you if your going to believe something like this without talking to me first." HMMM I WONDER WHERE I HAVE HEARD THAT BEFORE?! The cruise maybe?! Its like de ja vu... you got so mad at me because i "assumed" it was true and I didnt talk to you about it first and I just got all upset for "nothing" then come to find out in the end.... hey you did fuck two girls behind my back. So I wonder why I wouldnt believe a word you said. Angela had absolutely nothing to gain from lieing to me. Chris told her that you told him while you guys went for a run that you had sex with that girl 3 times and that was like a week after you met her.... thats kinda specific for someone to mess it up and "construe" it like you say. I dont even know why Im typing this... I dont owe you anything...