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i just cant stop crying... livejournal has turned into my closest friend lately... i just cant stop crying... im so hurt... and so betrayed... i dont know what to do with myself... i cant believe this... i dont think its still set in... i just cant stop crying...
whats kind of funny though is nathans comment on my previous entry... and he DID have sex with that girl... so now the whole world can see the lies and the psychopath that I have been dealing with for 2 years... i just cant stop crying...
first time about a week ago... "Did you have sex with her?" "NO"
second time a few nights ago... "How many girls have you slept with?" "4"
third time last night... "tell me the truth abouT what you and that girl did?" "We only made out and there was gropping but it was with cloghes one."
ALL FUCKING LIES
I sat there and fucking cried to you because I didnt know how many girls youve slept with... and you sat there and still fucking fed me lies...
I would give ANYTHING to make this not true... I would give anything to just be happy and in love like I thought it was gonna be this time... becuase you sat there and led me to believe that it would be like that... but no, people dont change and youve taught me that...
Everything youve said in the past 2 weeks... everying youve done... all fucking hidden with lies... your a pathological liar and you really need some help... HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO SOMEONE?! TWICE...
*i hope you die alone and miserable*
whats kind of funny though is nathans comment on my previous entry... and he DID have sex with that girl... so now the whole world can see the lies and the psychopath that I have been dealing with for 2 years... i just cant stop crying...
first time about a week ago... "Did you have sex with her?" "NO"
second time a few nights ago... "How many girls have you slept with?" "4"
third time last night... "tell me the truth abouT what you and that girl did?" "We only made out and there was gropping but it was with cloghes one."
ALL FUCKING LIES
I sat there and fucking cried to you because I didnt know how many girls youve slept with... and you sat there and still fucking fed me lies...
I would give ANYTHING to make this not true... I would give anything to just be happy and in love like I thought it was gonna be this time... becuase you sat there and led me to believe that it would be like that... but no, people dont change and youve taught me that...
Everything youve said in the past 2 weeks... everying youve done... all fucking hidden with lies... your a pathological liar and you really need some help... HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO SOMEONE?! TWICE...
*i hope you die alone and miserable*