college
So I've been at college for what, 3.5 weeks. This is the start of my fourth week here. I HATE it. I was terrible at first, and everyone kept telling me that it would get easier, that I would feel better, but I'm not. I feel completely miserable. I cry at least once a week now, and I never used to cry before. This is so hard here. I wish that I didn't have to do this. I love the college and the classes but I just can't take living here. It's too much stress. It's too much for me. I cant take getting thrown away from my family, my boyfriend, and what I have of friends, and getting thrown into school thats hard and I get overwhelmed with work. I can't do this. It's too hard. I'm not emotionally stable enough to be doing this. Being away is nice sometimes, but I'd so much rather be home. I need to be home. The love of my life is at home without me. I'm here without him and I can't stand it. He is the only person who can put a smile on my face and make me happy. I hate it here. I don't know what I'm going to do...