here i am, back again
so its been over a year since i've posted in here. many, many things have happened since i've posted, broke up with my boyfriend in the end of october 2005. we're still friends, but now he has a new girlfriend and i have a new boyfriend. Eric is his name. He's amazing. nothing like any of the other boys i've dated. we have so much fun together. we're always laughing or picking at eachother. he's not perfect, and neither am i, but thats what is holding us together. sure we've only been together for a month, but still. i used to think every boyfriend that i had was perfect. but eric's not. and i love that about him. i also just got back from london. Yes, london, england. i went over to see Idina Menzel in Wicked. She was amazing. i got a picture with her and the rest of the cast. i went with my dad and my best friend natalie. maybe if i feel like it, i'll post some pictures of it. it was the best time of my life so far. i was away from my mom for a week and that was the longest that i had ever been away from her. it was hard, and about 3 days into the trip, i wanted to come home, but it didnt take away from the fun. my aunt's boyfriend broke up with her, and its terrible, absolutely terrible. i feel so bad for her and i know she's doing alright, but i know how hard it is to be broken up with. and i've only been with a guy for 6 months. she was with him for almost 9 months. but she knows that i love her and im here for her and so is her whole family. thanksgiving is coming up and i cant wait to be with my whole family again. i love my family and i love to hang out with them and just be around all the kids and adults. i have 2 tattoo's now. i have a tattoo of 5 hearts on my foot, symbolizing my mom, dad, grandma, and my 2 brothers, and i have small angel wings on my upper back symbolizing my grandma and how she's my angel. i got them on my back because its her words that she said to me that keeps me going every day. i wear her ring and the gold chain that my grandpa bought me around my neck every day. also for my 18th birthday i woke up and found an envelope on the table with a card in it. it said to look under the basket on the table for a surprise. so i did and i found a kay jewelers envelope. so i was like "who got me jewelery?" well i opened it up and the name that it was registered under was my uncles. I seen Jeff Buckmaster and as soon as i seen that, i knew that it was the engagement ring he gave to his ex fiance that i was promised to get on my 18th birthday. for those of you who dont know me, my uncle was shot when he was 18 and i was 1 and a half. this ring was another symbol to me. i cried when i got it. I also got a digital camera. So more about Eric, we started going out on October 22nd and i met him at work. i started work at Dick's Sporting Goods a couple days after my birthday and we got together pretty quick. But so far its been worth it. I cant wait for what will come. Well i think thats it for now. I'll try to keep up on here. I miss this site and all of my friends.