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well i've been through a lot of let-downs in the past couple months, but this one hit me like a big speeding truck. he never called like he said he would. so im left here wondering about all the questions thats were asked just 2 nights before. Was that hour and and half all wasted that night? I'm starting to think so...
Poured outside today. came up with a theory "God realized that i couldn't cry anymore even if i wanted to, so he did me a favor and cried for me." i really dont think i can anymore... hum. well anyways, today was kinda boring. i was actually in a great mood because it was still warm out and i got to wear a cute skirt and a t-shirt without completely freezing. Think i know who i might go to prom with, but i'm not sure yet. funny thing happened in english today. i was talking with my friend, (wont give her name out in case the other person reads this) but she was saying what she got for him and she said "swat and blow." and she was talking really low and i thought that she said "smack and blow" and i waslike "are you getting him some kinda messed up porn movie. haha" it was hillarious, but i guessyou had to be there. so much drama going on lately and i wish i could change it all, but i can't even handle my own problems at the moment :( Nick leaves tomorrow night, which is sad, but should be fun for him. lucky kid gets to go to florida, but this week is going by pretty fast, and we have a half day on friday so its all good. I guess i have nothing else to say but if >you< read this, i really thought that you would have had the decency to at least call and tell me how you were feeling and stuff because im left here hanging on a line..and i can't hold on too much longer. i told you how i felt, so now its your turn. stop running away from the problems in your life. going out and creating new ones isn't going to help you one bit and i hope you realize that. Its not to late "It wasn't over for me"-the notebook... how true is that? give me a call if you decide to care :-\
Poured outside today. came up with a theory "God realized that i couldn't cry anymore even if i wanted to, so he did me a favor and cried for me." i really dont think i can anymore... hum. well anyways, today was kinda boring. i was actually in a great mood because it was still warm out and i got to wear a cute skirt and a t-shirt without completely freezing. Think i know who i might go to prom with, but i'm not sure yet. funny thing happened in english today. i was talking with my friend, (wont give her name out in case the other person reads this) but she was saying what she got for him and she said "swat and blow." and she was talking really low and i thought that she said "smack and blow" and i waslike "are you getting him some kinda messed up porn movie. haha" it was hillarious, but i guessyou had to be there. so much drama going on lately and i wish i could change it all, but i can't even handle my own problems at the moment :( Nick leaves tomorrow night, which is sad, but should be fun for him. lucky kid gets to go to florida, but this week is going by pretty fast, and we have a half day on friday so its all good. I guess i have nothing else to say but if >you< read this, i really thought that you would have had the decency to at least call and tell me how you were feeling and stuff because im left here hanging on a line..and i can't hold on too much longer. i told you how i felt, so now its your turn. stop running away from the problems in your life. going out and creating new ones isn't going to help you one bit and i hope you realize that. Its not to late "It wasn't over for me"-the notebook... how true is that? give me a call if you decide to care :-\