Feb 28, 2005 19:01
I dont even know where to start...just another drunken blackout weekend....
Saturday night, Initiation party with DX. I was doing great, drinking slow....and then somehow I started taking shots even tho I promised my lil and everyone else that I wouldnt, cause thats what gets me crazy. So then we leave to go to Phi sigma Phi. I can remember walking in the door and then the rest of night was a blackout. At one point me and Kiki were dancing (mock rock- why I'm not sure?!!) and it came time for me to jump over her and I fell on my face. I chipped half of my front tooth off and scraped up my chin really bad. Kirsten told me that I then RAN home she chased after me and my flip flops kept flying off and I would just keep running...She kept stopping me and putting them back on me but they would continue to fall off as I ran. SO I lost a shoe during this process and ran home like that. She also said I cried for about 3 hours, she had to call her sister and have her talk to me to calm me down. So after that I dont know what happened...its a huge blank.
Woke up in the morning realized that I wasnt letting anyone see me like that and drove home with the worst hangover. My mom told me no more shots, my brother said he was sending me to a rehab hospital and the dentist warned me that no good things happen in frat houses.
So now im back in Mt P...tooth is fixed...even tho im nervous its gonna break.
I decided that after spring break I'm done drinking till the fall..I know I have said I'm done drinking for the past 3 weeks. But I didnt chip my tooth and fall on my face all those other times. I'm really mad at myself and its sad that I acted the way I did.