A/N: Um, old drabble is old ( two years to be precise ), so forgive me for it's crappyness. It was my attempt at not so subtle SoRiku smut. Now that I look at my P3:Ryoji/Minato fic, and my latest P4 fic ( that's gonna be posted later ) I don't see why I was so embarrassed about it's um, "contents". Don't ask me why I'm posting this... I just feel bad that I haven't posted anything for the KH fandom in awhile. Ahem. So yeah, lame fag hag is at it again. xD Oh right, and since I've been on a Darren Hayes high ( he's also to blame for my Persona 4 fic too. >.>; ), I remembered I had this itsy bitsy drabble collecting dust in my compy. Anyways, enough excuses, to the writing I say!~
Title: I Miss You
Pairing: Riku/Sora OTP FTW ♥
Rating: R for Riku! :D >.>; suggestiveness?
Summary: Riku never realized how lonely the darkness within him really was, until Sora's absence in his life was beginning to take it's toll. He just wants him back. Angst/Romance
Authors Note: As Tori Amos is my goddess, Darren Hayes is my KIRA x.x; GOD. I owe it all to them for whatever bout of inspiration I get. :3 Also, no evident spoilers, other than the obvious ones. But everything is rather vague, you'd have to know what's going on to actually get spoiled. I think...
Dedications: To those who have ever missed someone in their life- everyone I'm presuming- and to those that put up with my ramblings and love me for me. Thank you.
Disclaimer: Lucy is a Fag Hag through and through, but thy characters portrayed in thee smut, thou shalt not hers. Sadly, but unfortunately true.
“I missed you Riku…”
Strong muscular arms wrapped themselves around the petite brunet’s waist, bringing him closer to his feverish body. It had been way too long since they had last seen each other, too long. What began as soft loving kisses soon evolved into much more heated passionate ones. He kissed down his neck, alongside his collarbone, proceeding to lick it slowly. He wanted to savor every bit of what made up the beautiful, caring, silly, fun-loving person that was Sora.
The sounds that were being emitted in the midst of recollecting long lost memories of their past, yes, that’s what they called it. Too long without being able to hear those wonderful little mewls, without feeling the nails being dug into his back in desperation for release, too long without feeling. He was the reason he learned to actually feel, those more than personal emotions that were never to be shared with anyone. Sora was granted them with open arms, simply because it was Sora.
If it weren’t for the brunet, the silver-haired youth would have absolutely no reason to wake up in the morning. The boy was his reason for waking up in the morning. Riku couldn’t possibly imagine life without him, simple as that, the times he did saddened him greatly.
His scent intoxicated Riku, not because it was anything out of that world, but it was a scent that only belonged to him. The deep blue ocean, the ocean that was replicated into those wondrous eyes.
“I need you… Sora… I need…”
Lips parted in a most tantalizing way, only made the slightly older of the two plunge himself forward. All he wanted at that moment was to devour the boy whole, and never have to share him with anyone. His possessiveness got the best of him from time to time, but he didn’t care. Sora was his and only his.
A smaller hand made it’s way down the older boy’s sweat induced chest, anticipating the touch he thrust against him. Those encouraging sounds were heard once more; he loved it when the boy was vocal. The louder he was, the more it assured him to continue. He pressed down on a delicate bud upon his chest, which led to quite the enticing results.
“Not more… than I need… you… Riku.”
“I beg… to differ… love. I beg to differ…”
Claiming of ownership over and over again, they were one and no one would ever be able to take that away from them. Riku felt so empty--heartless even-- when his loveable dark-haired other was nowhere near. The time apart only proved how much they cared for one another, when they would meet again. Although, Riku wasn’t sure he could take another long period of time, without being in his presence. If he wanted to caress him, whisper something only he was meant to understand in his ear, or maybe even do what they were doing now… Not even racing each other on the island, arguing over who would give the paopu fruit to Kairi too; when in reality Riku would rather share it with him, but he never paid attention to that before. None of it would be possible, and it would make the older boy ache inside.
The magic was then suddenly gone, everything vanished… including Sora. The silver-haired boy was once again alone in the darkness. He felt the wind pick up and envelope around his body, as if embracing him. That emptiness… He had never been afraid of the darkness, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t afraid of losing the one thing that gave him light in his world. Why? It’s all he could ask himself when he felt a strong force bring him down to his knees.
Drowning in darkness, slowly fading away from existence. Soon enough no one would remember him, not his friends, nor his family, and certainly not Sora.
Sora…
“I miss you too…”
*cries* Shit, first I finish playing The Answer on Persona 3 FES and cry like a baby... now I reread this and get even more flippin' MOPEY! WAHH! D: I hope someone actually enjoys this out there. I promise to contribute more ACTUAL smut soon. I mean, my sequel to
Chambermaid ( which is meant to be the Riku version ) might be posted sometime next week. It's been written for some time--the first chapter that is-- but I always get caught up in some sort of blah drama. Anyways, until next time folks! <333