thrashing noises and body systems.

Sep 28, 2009 22:45

the days over.
i am so exhausted.
i worked out a bit and my bodys pissed.
i had 307 calores today.
i feel better.
tomorrow coffee and vitamen C booster in the am.
a ton of coffee before i go to my e.d therpaist and dietician meeting.
i want to look semi alert.
then for dinner im thinking egg white omelet with spinach, mushrooms and maybe something else depending on how
bingey i feel. ill add some toast or something.
i never got the "its okay for you to work your arms again" talk from my surgeon
but i feel flabby and i need to do some yoga and lifting
so hitting the gym tomorrow!
i hope i dont randomly bleed like i did last time.
i liked living on my own today.
but this night has be terrified.
i get scared so so easily.
one of my girls was going to come stay with me
but couldnt last minute..
so i guess its just me and the dog cuddlng tonight.
sweet dreams.

scaredy pants, plans, gym, restriction, sleep [maybe], dog

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