Burn the Indian sky the sea, I blot out every memory..
I'm suddenly extremely..I feel sorta sick. I think this will continue to happen on late nights like this when I'm left to my own devices. It is, of course, because I'm willfully letting myself slip. And I know that as time goes on, I'll just stop saving energy for the swim back. Eventually I'll be left to tread water..and it'll be my fault. But you know what? Fuck it.