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The bad thing about squashing down anger is that it makes you look like you don't care. I'm not sure there is anyway I can get around looking like that, though.
It is a perfect day for me to be house sitting at my sister's alone. It is beautiful outside, the windows are open, it's quiet. Completely conducive to me sitting here and letting go of stupid things and smiling at new things that are starting.
Even though I was bummed about not going out last night, I'm really glad I didn't today. I was already drained from going to sleep when I did and then waking up at 6 for the meeting. I was lucky to be able to come back here and nap, even though that didn't go as smoothly as expected either because of Ziggy and the sprinkler guy. There will be other nights. There's a mosquito in here.
For the last two days I've been going into work I've been getting (aha, got you, fucker!) compliments and questions as to what I've changed. My hair? My makeup? New glasses? Nah, I said..I haven't changed anything. My manager finally (after surveying me intently for about two minutes) just said 'it's just that you look beautiful when you're happy.' I would like to document this as one of the best compliments I've ever received.
I think I'm going to go get ready for work.
It is a perfect day for me to be house sitting at my sister's alone. It is beautiful outside, the windows are open, it's quiet. Completely conducive to me sitting here and letting go of stupid things and smiling at new things that are starting.
Even though I was bummed about not going out last night, I'm really glad I didn't today. I was already drained from going to sleep when I did and then waking up at 6 for the meeting. I was lucky to be able to come back here and nap, even though that didn't go as smoothly as expected either because of Ziggy and the sprinkler guy. There will be other nights. There's a mosquito in here.
For the last two days I've been going into work I've been getting (aha, got you, fucker!) compliments and questions as to what I've changed. My hair? My makeup? New glasses? Nah, I said..I haven't changed anything. My manager finally (after surveying me intently for about two minutes) just said 'it's just that you look beautiful when you're happy.' I would like to document this as one of the best compliments I've ever received.
I think I'm going to go get ready for work.