As i sit and wonder...
what has happend? everything has flipped backwards and i dont understand? the one person i want, doesnt want me and the people i dont want...want me?! this isnt making sence, i just want this one person, and i cant even have him because i guess hes just too fucking good for me. thats all i can come up with, im not fucken cool enough to take out to parties, im not fucken cute enought o take out on dates, im not fucken smart enough to have a good relationship. i hate college, i hate man kind, i hate partying. im done, if i fail out, then i will be proud of myself, i am sick of this shit to no ends.