Uncertain Future. :(
Last night (The 10th, since it was after midnight), about 1 1/2 hours after I wrote my last entry, Martell sent me a text message out of the blue at 1 am. It said how he still had feelings for me and how he was confused. And he called me baby in it! *blush* I texted him back asking if he wanted to talk some more. He said that he was just lying in bed staring at the dark ceiling and that we were gonna talk tomorrow and that he needed time to zone. Then he said thanks for being, I'm not sure if he meant to say anything after that. So I texted him back saying "Alright baby". Gahh, I wish I said, "Alright baby. Talk to you tomorrow. Have a good night." Geez, I need to stop doing that though, thinking, "Ah, wish I did this or that.."
But he didn't call me today (The 10th), and the only reason I'm slightly surprised is because for the last two days he's been doing well to keep to his word. :P But anyway, I shouldn't be surprised anyway since it is Saturday, and knowing him, he's hanging out with his boys.
*sigh* This is going to be really hard for me to get over him... I'm going to miss not talking to him as often as I can. But that's probably why Martell stopped calling me etc. to help me get used to it. If I don't hear from him, I'll probably call him on Wednesday just to say hello and see how he's doing.
What a booooring weekend!!
But he didn't call me today (The 10th), and the only reason I'm slightly surprised is because for the last two days he's been doing well to keep to his word. :P But anyway, I shouldn't be surprised anyway since it is Saturday, and knowing him, he's hanging out with his boys.
*sigh* This is going to be really hard for me to get over him... I'm going to miss not talking to him as often as I can. But that's probably why Martell stopped calling me etc. to help me get used to it. If I don't hear from him, I'll probably call him on Wednesday just to say hello and see how he's doing.
What a booooring weekend!!