I *heart* Martell!
September 2 - Came home today w/ Kiyana and got my 2nd dose of my hep. shot. Martell said that he was going to see me tonight since the next day (the 3rd) he was going to hang out with his boys. Unfortunately, he wasn't able too because his parents didn't want him to use their cars. *sigh* I really, really, really need to learn how to drive, then I could see him as much as I want too. But yeah, I was really anxious that night because I wasn't sure if he would come and see me the next day or not.
September 3 - I got to see my boo!! I'm feeling so happy right now just because I was able to see him yesterday. I have this feeling of elation, and think that everything will be ok. I know I've said that to myself before, but I really feel it this time. Watch, time will tell. But anyway, Martell came and picked me up at 10. We stopped in my neighorhood to see where his friends were. While waiting, Martell lit up a Black & Mild or whatever the hell they're called. If I didn't see Kiyana's roommate smoking one of these a couple of days ago, I wouldn't have known what it was. I don't like him smoking ANYTHING. Nothing you smoke is good for you. Hopefully I can make him stop further down the line. After he finished he got in the car we went to Discovery Mills to meet up with his friends Carlos & his girl, Stephanie, and David (Asian David, not White David/Bora's Friend). When we got out the car, Martell put his arm around me and was talking on the phone trying to figure out where his boys were and was saying how he was there with his woman. When we finally found them, he introduced me to Carlos and Stephanie and he started hugging me really tight and they asked why he was so happy and he said it was because he hasn't seen me in so long.
After David came out of Julian's we got into the car to leave. When we got into the car, Stephanie said she's never seen Martell so happy before and David and Stephanie asked me how college was and if was like high school. Also there (by coincidence), was Martell's ex, Deangel! She was standing near we were with a friend. I was surprised to see that she was latino. But yeah, when we drove past her, he stopped to say hi but she just kind of brushed him off, probably because I was there and she saw he had a new girlfriend. Martell thought I might have a problem with it, but I didn't see one, I know if I had an ex-boyfriend I would want to say hi (if the relationship ended well). After we left the Mills, we went to Carlo's house and just chilled there for a bit. They were joking around and David gave Martell a condom and said to always use protection, and Martell looked at it and said he uses Magnum condoms, and he pulled one out. I told Kiyana this and she was just like, "Holy shit. Magnum?! That's the biggest you can get. Poor Gina." After about an hour, we left because they were all going to a latino club and Martell didn't want to go. But his friends are really cool people, I like them. We came back to my house at 12 and sat and talked for 30 minutes. He talked about what he thinks about sometimes and how mad he gets at some things that's happened to him so far. I wish I could just take all that away from him. When he's hurting, I hurt and I just want to stay with him and take all his stress away I care for him so much and just want him to always be happy...
Today (4) I'm hoping Martell will come with me to the movies with Kiyana and her boyfriend Trae. If he doesn't though I'll be fine but it would be fun.
September 3 - I got to see my boo!! I'm feeling so happy right now just because I was able to see him yesterday. I have this feeling of elation, and think that everything will be ok. I know I've said that to myself before, but I really feel it this time. Watch, time will tell. But anyway, Martell came and picked me up at 10. We stopped in my neighorhood to see where his friends were. While waiting, Martell lit up a Black & Mild or whatever the hell they're called. If I didn't see Kiyana's roommate smoking one of these a couple of days ago, I wouldn't have known what it was. I don't like him smoking ANYTHING. Nothing you smoke is good for you. Hopefully I can make him stop further down the line. After he finished he got in the car we went to Discovery Mills to meet up with his friends Carlos & his girl, Stephanie, and David (Asian David, not White David/Bora's Friend). When we got out the car, Martell put his arm around me and was talking on the phone trying to figure out where his boys were and was saying how he was there with his woman. When we finally found them, he introduced me to Carlos and Stephanie and he started hugging me really tight and they asked why he was so happy and he said it was because he hasn't seen me in so long.
After David came out of Julian's we got into the car to leave. When we got into the car, Stephanie said she's never seen Martell so happy before and David and Stephanie asked me how college was and if was like high school. Also there (by coincidence), was Martell's ex, Deangel! She was standing near we were with a friend. I was surprised to see that she was latino. But yeah, when we drove past her, he stopped to say hi but she just kind of brushed him off, probably because I was there and she saw he had a new girlfriend. Martell thought I might have a problem with it, but I didn't see one, I know if I had an ex-boyfriend I would want to say hi (if the relationship ended well). After we left the Mills, we went to Carlo's house and just chilled there for a bit. They were joking around and David gave Martell a condom and said to always use protection, and Martell looked at it and said he uses Magnum condoms, and he pulled one out. I told Kiyana this and she was just like, "Holy shit. Magnum?! That's the biggest you can get. Poor Gina." After about an hour, we left because they were all going to a latino club and Martell didn't want to go. But his friends are really cool people, I like them. We came back to my house at 12 and sat and talked for 30 minutes. He talked about what he thinks about sometimes and how mad he gets at some things that's happened to him so far. I wish I could just take all that away from him. When he's hurting, I hurt and I just want to stay with him and take all his stress away I care for him so much and just want him to always be happy...
Today (4) I'm hoping Martell will come with me to the movies with Kiyana and her boyfriend Trae. If he doesn't though I'll be fine but it would be fun.