You're the only thing I'm really good at.
"Today may be filled with some crazy emotional ups and downs for you, dear Libra. Overall, there seems to be an intense cloud that is seeping into every part of your day. Don't try to fool people in any way. They will see right through you. Bursts of positive energy will be popping out of nowhere to remind you of your more important purpose. Try not to get so bogged down in the heaviness of the day that you fail to spot the opportunities when they arise."
^Horoscope for today. It's pretty correct actually.
Stayed up late last night watching "A Stranger Calls Back." That still scares the crap out of me. I think that unconsciously that was my inspiration for "A Hole in the Wall." Finally fell asleep during full house at like 5:30. My mom woke me up at 12 because the refridgerater/stove deliverers were here. Yeah that was super pointless for me to get up. Went back to sleep and woke up when Jenny called me like 3 times. That was about 4. Got up, got ready, she came over and we went to the Japanese restaurant. Everything was super good. I learned that I'm a big fan of ginger. Left there, went to Arundel Mills, walked around. Saw Kenny. Went to H&M, lots of cute things I wanted there but no. Then went to see Jersey Girl. They put it in the smallest theater, but it was pretty packed in there. I thought it was good! The only problem I had with Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck was that since they were such media whores, Kevin Smith had to cut out a lot of Lopez's parts so you didn't really get attached to her and when she died it wasn't too horrible. Although I did cry when Ben hung her picture on the mobile. Oh man. Also, the music was a little too John Hughsy for me, but whatever, I mean you gotta make a fucking soundtrack right? Liv Tyler and Ben were adorable together though. It's cool because that's the only movie where I actually watched the preview for it while I was standing next to the director. I'm so industry!
While we were at the mall Ali called me to bitch at me about something which in the scheme of things seems pretty small, but since it is everyone's goal to make me look like the bad guy and them look like the victim, I guess it's appropriate. Then I talked to Jessica and got to hear others reason why I'm so horrible (not her accusing though, her relating the info back.) This whole experince has been a big pile of shit, and we're all constantly trying to step on other people to dig ourselves out, but at least I've learned some stuff along the way...
Lesson #1: If you do something/something happens to you, and you don't want a lot of people to know, don't tell anyone period! No one! (Unless it's Jenny of course, that girl is a fucking vault!) Bottom line, you can't expect other people to sit on your secret when you couldn't even do that yourself.
Lesson #2: Always playing the victim is unattractive and boring. Especially when the victim is about as innocent as Hitler.
Lesson #3: Being friends with a couple is ALWAYS a bad idea. Inevitably, you're forced to choose sides. Hmm maybe an adendum to this should be: trying to stay friends with a couple that has broken up, never works.
Lesson #4: Guilty people will accuse the innocent of wrong doing to over compensate for the festering guilt that's residing inside them. If someone is accusing you of cheating, their probably cheating themselves.
Lesson #5: "Bad" friends or "place holder" friends are necessary to show you how great your real friends are.
Lesson #6: Always be cautious of people who consider you their "best friend" after only a short amount of time. Best friends don't happen over weeks.
Do you think I could turn this all into a movie without getting sued? I'm still convinced that as long as you put that "All characters and storylines are fictional, blah, blah, blah" blurb at the end of the credits, it basically covers your ass. I mean, who can argue against coincidence?
"Lord forgive him, he got them dark forces in him, but he also got a righteous cause for sinning, them will murder me, so I gotta murder them first."
^Horoscope for today. It's pretty correct actually.
Stayed up late last night watching "A Stranger Calls Back." That still scares the crap out of me. I think that unconsciously that was my inspiration for "A Hole in the Wall." Finally fell asleep during full house at like 5:30. My mom woke me up at 12 because the refridgerater/stove deliverers were here. Yeah that was super pointless for me to get up. Went back to sleep and woke up when Jenny called me like 3 times. That was about 4. Got up, got ready, she came over and we went to the Japanese restaurant. Everything was super good. I learned that I'm a big fan of ginger. Left there, went to Arundel Mills, walked around. Saw Kenny. Went to H&M, lots of cute things I wanted there but no. Then went to see Jersey Girl. They put it in the smallest theater, but it was pretty packed in there. I thought it was good! The only problem I had with Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck was that since they were such media whores, Kevin Smith had to cut out a lot of Lopez's parts so you didn't really get attached to her and when she died it wasn't too horrible. Although I did cry when Ben hung her picture on the mobile. Oh man. Also, the music was a little too John Hughsy for me, but whatever, I mean you gotta make a fucking soundtrack right? Liv Tyler and Ben were adorable together though. It's cool because that's the only movie where I actually watched the preview for it while I was standing next to the director. I'm so industry!
While we were at the mall Ali called me to bitch at me about something which in the scheme of things seems pretty small, but since it is everyone's goal to make me look like the bad guy and them look like the victim, I guess it's appropriate. Then I talked to Jessica and got to hear others reason why I'm so horrible (not her accusing though, her relating the info back.) This whole experince has been a big pile of shit, and we're all constantly trying to step on other people to dig ourselves out, but at least I've learned some stuff along the way...
Lesson #1: If you do something/something happens to you, and you don't want a lot of people to know, don't tell anyone period! No one! (Unless it's Jenny of course, that girl is a fucking vault!) Bottom line, you can't expect other people to sit on your secret when you couldn't even do that yourself.
Lesson #2: Always playing the victim is unattractive and boring. Especially when the victim is about as innocent as Hitler.
Lesson #3: Being friends with a couple is ALWAYS a bad idea. Inevitably, you're forced to choose sides. Hmm maybe an adendum to this should be: trying to stay friends with a couple that has broken up, never works.
Lesson #4: Guilty people will accuse the innocent of wrong doing to over compensate for the festering guilt that's residing inside them. If someone is accusing you of cheating, their probably cheating themselves.
Lesson #5: "Bad" friends or "place holder" friends are necessary to show you how great your real friends are.
Lesson #6: Always be cautious of people who consider you their "best friend" after only a short amount of time. Best friends don't happen over weeks.
Do you think I could turn this all into a movie without getting sued? I'm still convinced that as long as you put that "All characters and storylines are fictional, blah, blah, blah" blurb at the end of the credits, it basically covers your ass. I mean, who can argue against coincidence?
"Lord forgive him, he got them dark forces in him, but he also got a righteous cause for sinning, them will murder me, so I gotta murder them first."