Save me. Please. Right now
Yesterday I saw the giantest spider ever. And, because nature hates me, it went on MY side of the room before it disappeared into the vast unknowns in my room. And BECAUSE I can't find it, and it was so big, it's making me feel crazy cuz what if I imagined it? But I couldn't have because that thing was huge and I saw it without my glasses and...and it has to exist...though I would prefer it didn't. So now I'm stuck on the other bed in my room while I die of paranoia. Well, yesterday it wasn't so bad because T and V stayed in my room til like 5:30 am just talking and stuff, and when they left I died into my pillow, though I would wake up like every ten minute all tense and shit. It's truly amazing I didn't wake up with a friggin stress headache.
NOW I'm trying to be all peaceful and catch some shut eye cuz I'm running on two days of spastic sleep, but I keep feeling like shit is CRAWLING on me. ALL OVER THE PLACE. ALL THE TIME. I can't do this. I'm going to DIE if this continues. How am I supposed to live in my room when I'm terrified of it?
>.< Someone save me, please?
There's terror boiling in my stomach for what's going to happen when I come back on Monday....I don't really want to...
Help.
I'm not kidding.
NOW I'm trying to be all peaceful and catch some shut eye cuz I'm running on two days of spastic sleep, but I keep feeling like shit is CRAWLING on me. ALL OVER THE PLACE. ALL THE TIME. I can't do this. I'm going to DIE if this continues. How am I supposed to live in my room when I'm terrified of it?
>.< Someone save me, please?
There's terror boiling in my stomach for what's going to happen when I come back on Monday....I don't really want to...
Help.
I'm not kidding.