Erm...Hello.....
SO (am I the only one who's noticed that I usually start like that?...Oh well, what works works) I am, once again, writing a paper. Due tomorrow. I don't even have a sentence and it is currently 11:something in the evening. This does not bode well for my sleep. I even said I was going to start early, but, psh, I'm me so, HA, yeah right that was actually going to happen (sidenote...this thing is weird, it's not as pretty or whatever as usual...I am very distracted...oh...never mind, ignore me) So I'm emptying my brain so I can write because for some reason being on empty works for me....I don't know, I don't ask.
This stupid paper is going to be the death of me, wanna know why? (course you do, you have no say in any of this) I can't decide of a freakin' topic. First I started off on misogyny, then I narrowed it down to rapists (because when you think misogyny, you automatically think rape, right? No? Just me? Hmm...there may just be something wrong with me), which I narrowed even further to the GreenRiver Killer because, yeah! let's point fingers! Then I moved on from that because bleh, bios are horrid, and I decided that going the biblical route sounded so much more vindictive and put David's family on blast. Along the way, somewhere between GreenRiver and David I was contemplating something, but hell if I remember what it was. NOW I'm changing my mind again to how much easier is it to learn Japanese through manga/anime vs just normal learnage. (Anyone else see a pattern emerging here? I know, I've got a sick, sick mind...it's only when I come up with plot bunnies does it make me happy...other times it makes me wonder where the heck that lost screw went.) And now, I must commence my research all over again in the pursuit of knowledge I really kind of don't care to know, I'd rather just do. But whatever. Stupid stupid stupid English. Be the death of me, I promise.
Hmm...what else is new? Oh, I have 3...4?...fandoms under my belt now. It makes me proud to be lurking in 1. The Losers 2. Suits 3. Sherlock (in it's various forms) and 4. Banana Fish (this one actually needs help, cuz the only stuff I found on AO3 on it was from like 2008 or something (I know, it came out in like 1980-1990something or other, but that's BESIDE the point....the point is, Banana Fish needs to be read, sobbed over, and have wonderful little stories written about it, maybe one where Ash and Eiji can actually have a happy ever after because *SOB* it HURTS to see them like this...but I digress.)
(QUESTION...does the period go INSIDE or OUTSIDE the parenthesis?) (Hmm, looks like it'd be inside...answers that question.)
>.< I don't want to go write this stupid paper, I want to go find other loser/suit/sherlock/bf-nesses to read! It's not FAIR!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid STUPID school. RUINING MY LIFE
OHH!! Don't even get me started. I found out that my WONDERFUL plan to enjoy a suits marathon the week before it premiers again has been dashed DASHED I SAY! Why? Because it's STUPID FINALS WEEK. WHAT THE HECK IS THIS BLASPHEMY? WAS IT NOT THAT FIANLS WEEK WAS THE WEEK BEFORE, THUS FREEING US ALL TO BLESSED FREEDOM TO ENJOY THE BLESSEDNESS THAT IS SUMMER ALL THE MUCH SOONER? I am in AGONY My heart hurts...I think I may be faint....
OKAY, enough dramatics, time to go write (Any one got a free noose anywhere?)