just wanted to see if this was possible; also ranting
so it's about two a.m. well, no abouts about it. its actually more like 2.08 at this specific hour and time of day and I'm supposed to be waking up in about seven hours. except for the fact that I've gotten used to going to sleep at three which is bad regardless. but whatever.
point is I'm not, making much sense and I don't particularly think I care all that much to be honest.
also I went back to trying to write that one Merlin fic o`mine -- you know the one where Merlin n Arthur pretty much grow up with each other except they don't and Arthur doesn't hate, or fear, magic like his dad would like him to. oh and there's also that Morgana is totally in on Merlin's secrect magic. yeah that fic. well it isn't going great. why?simple. I can't write children. I have a hard enough time as it is with normal humans my own age, never mind tiny little tots who are totally impressionable and miss lots of the stuff going on around them. except if Arthur's been trained to kill since birth it would stand to reason that he was trained to be aware of his surroundings and those he was talking to and such right? even if he didn't understand it?
I have no idea what I'm doing with that fic. honestly.
as another note. I'm taking math again. for some reason. even though I've already taken the exact class I'm currently taking. I just don't know anymore. I don't even want to be a paralegal. but I don't know what else I want to do either. I keep thinking about medicine and I think I would really like it but I really wanna do something with languages because that's what I really really like but I have no idea what I'd do with that afterward. and I would say combine it n do like medical translator but I dunno if I could do that. or if I should just do medicine and learn whatever languages I want on the side. but what use would I have for the languages? unless I just do it like a hobby? that would be weird. and I dunno if I'd even make a good doctor never mind what kind of doctor I'd want to be anyway. maybe something in the er?
alright its almost 2.30. time to attempt sleep. good night masses.
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