Being replaced really blows.

I started to use drugs again a little. But that's mostly just because I have to go to school and that shit sucks.

I wish I could speed up time seriously.
I don't give a fuck about any of the things I once loved. I feel hollow.

That tornado was the scariest thing of my life but I'm so glad that my family and my friends and myself are all okay ( Read more... )

I had the most serious conversation with one of my friends last night and now I think we both feel awkward and weird and ripped open.
I kinda wish it wouldn't of happened because it's not like I helped anyways. And it's hard to try to help someone and not sound like an after-school special at the same time. But I'm sure everything is fine.

this year has been hell and I'm glad it's almost over.

I'm getting so fucking fat. I think for my new years resolution I should start working out or do something about this. One of my sisters takes diet pills even though she doesn't need them at all because she's tiny but those probably wouldn't work anyways. Not for my fatass. :/

I'm watching Spongebob Christmas special for about the millionth time. My grandma just handed me a party cup with crown & dr. pepper in it. Old people drink more than anyone I've seen in my life. lol ( Read more... )

I don't know why but I never want to post anything in this hoe. I want to delete it, but at the same time I don't ( Read more... )

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracleYou drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here ( Read more... )

I barely ever write in here because my life is pretty boring nowadays. I get headaches at school everyday. I'm getting a little chub but that's alright. I got a cell phone last week and I'm downloading music and junk on it and texting everyone like crazy. I want something exitcing to happen, nothing ever does anymore. I'm not trying to sound emo, ( Read more... )