I'm home.
My flight home was yesterday. What a long day it was.
I miss it all.
I took a drive today and nothing has changed. I had this strange underlying expectation that things had changed. My desire for change is overwhelming.
Lately I've been realizing how phony the front people put on is. Most likely, someone who appears to be overly confident is 100% fake. In reality, their confidence is as low as it gets and they are not at all happy with themselves. It's easy to see this by reading what people have to say on livejournal. Reality is hard to hide in writing (especially when emotional).
I'd rather be real. I don't appear very confident neither in person or in writing. Therefore, I don't have that desired glow which some carry. sometimes I'm okay with that and sometimes I'm not.
My thoughts are hardly logical right now and my mood is questionable. I'm just too tired.
I miss it all.
I took a drive today and nothing has changed. I had this strange underlying expectation that things had changed. My desire for change is overwhelming.
Lately I've been realizing how phony the front people put on is. Most likely, someone who appears to be overly confident is 100% fake. In reality, their confidence is as low as it gets and they are not at all happy with themselves. It's easy to see this by reading what people have to say on livejournal. Reality is hard to hide in writing (especially when emotional).
I'd rather be real. I don't appear very confident neither in person or in writing. Therefore, I don't have that desired glow which some carry. sometimes I'm okay with that and sometimes I'm not.
My thoughts are hardly logical right now and my mood is questionable. I'm just too tired.