2nd dream with dad
I had a series of dreams with my dad last night. The first involved my mom and dad and I doing something typical. I think we were standing in the kitchen talking. I woke up and realized I had a dream with him and made a point to remember it, but I can't now.
In one of the others, there was something going on..a fair or something...and my dad took me. I stayed outside and he was in this barn thing having a beer I think and talking to strangers--his usual. Things kept happening outside (I don't remember what) and I had an overwhelming fear that something happened to my dad. I guess he had lived through the heart attack he had, because I was worried that he would have another one. I kept going in the barn and finding him on the ground, but he woke up every time I shook him. and every time I gave him a big hug. Yet I kept finding myself away from him. I remember giving him one long, big hug and I think I was crying on his shoulder. I didn't want to let go of him. It felt so real. I think he was saying something to me, but I don't remember what it was. Words of comfort--I know that much.
I feel a little better about this dream than the last, although finding him on the ground wasn't pleasant. I wish I could remember more details.
-------------------
Today is beautiful so far. and I'm starting to feel better. I've had a cold for the past two days...blah.
In one of the others, there was something going on..a fair or something...and my dad took me. I stayed outside and he was in this barn thing having a beer I think and talking to strangers--his usual. Things kept happening outside (I don't remember what) and I had an overwhelming fear that something happened to my dad. I guess he had lived through the heart attack he had, because I was worried that he would have another one. I kept going in the barn and finding him on the ground, but he woke up every time I shook him. and every time I gave him a big hug. Yet I kept finding myself away from him. I remember giving him one long, big hug and I think I was crying on his shoulder. I didn't want to let go of him. It felt so real. I think he was saying something to me, but I don't remember what it was. Words of comfort--I know that much.
I feel a little better about this dream than the last, although finding him on the ground wasn't pleasant. I wish I could remember more details.
-------------------
Today is beautiful so far. and I'm starting to feel better. I've had a cold for the past two days...blah.