(no subject)

[charred_bra]

cut it up and swallow it
your cuts and your scars
and your spit.
my own cracks,
my faults, my lies, my secrets
what are they?
scream them out,
won't you.
slice them in me,
make me remember,
because if i don't,
what is that.
a moment lost
because they told me
that
i
wasn't
right.
like everyone else,
no one else was like me.
my fear for my own sorrows,
eaten by my brain,
torn by my cells,
they ate it,
they will tell you.
because honesty was what
they told me was right.
my secrets, my
lies.
but we all have our
doubts.
i have my own for you.
the girl beside
her grave,
screaming for the boy
on the bike,
the boy you saw and
blood.
your blood all along?
my face with holes,
they never breathed
you in.
so destroy me.
tear me down.
cut me up.
your wrath is my own journey.