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I could choke on the memories,
I could piss out my name in the snow.
With a heart unlike anyone else.
I found you again,
Your black coffee scolded my tongue,
But you made it up with the kiss.
Bodies together,
Bodies on fire for eachother.
Maybe just for a moment.
A moment longer then before.
My van and it's lies,
Or maybe they are just yours.
Because I knew better,
I knew not to wait for you,
I knew not to hold my breath.
Nothing has changed,
it never will.
Waiting for your annual call,
Waiting for my inevitable fall.
Without you,
I could change the world.
But I just never tried.
When I watch you with your talk,
Your smile entices people
like it always enticed me.
But my moment has come and gone,
Nothing to give you, beautiful.
Nothing to share.
Except a quick moment of rememberance,
And a breath of fresh air.
I could piss out my name in the snow.
With a heart unlike anyone else.
I found you again,
Your black coffee scolded my tongue,
But you made it up with the kiss.
Bodies together,
Bodies on fire for eachother.
Maybe just for a moment.
A moment longer then before.
My van and it's lies,
Or maybe they are just yours.
Because I knew better,
I knew not to wait for you,
I knew not to hold my breath.
Nothing has changed,
it never will.
Waiting for your annual call,
Waiting for my inevitable fall.
Without you,
I could change the world.
But I just never tried.
When I watch you with your talk,
Your smile entices people
like it always enticed me.
But my moment has come and gone,
Nothing to give you, beautiful.
Nothing to share.
Except a quick moment of rememberance,
And a breath of fresh air.