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Importing all these entries from lj to facebook seems like a bad idea sometimes. I wish I could filter the people who occasionally read this on facebook; if I make it friends only on lj it will not be imported at all. Not that there are that many interested parties, but some of my lovies might take a look, if they could do it while using fb. Most of the people dont really know I have an account on lj.
While trying to think about what to write Im flipping through my entries from the year 2004 and 2005, mainly from the times I was in Paraguay. Haha, looks like I never had anything important to say. Wait, I found something after all and the memories get me real emotional. And now Im listening to Culo, its been probably 2-3 years I listened to it. How could I have forgotten about this song! I need to remember to remind Phillipa as well. I remember how I used to hate this song so bad, but after a while it became The Thing to listen to while driving around in a car with Epi. Damn damn damn! All the feelings and even smells got back to me for a second there. Im almost sad that me and Epi dont talk anymore; maybe I need to study more anthropology to be able to understand latinos better haha. Side note: the evil part of me is enjoying the fact that shes gotten a few kgs, I just saw some fresh photos of her on orkut.com. They used to call me The Chubby when I was there. Heres culo. Its the weirdest song ever. Cant imagine any one of you actually taking a liking to it.
This hasnt been a good year, for some reason. I cant remember my thoughts on 2007 but from what I can recall I firmly believe nothing has changed since the beginning of 2007. Im not the biggest fan of myself anymore. I feel like Im barely trying to be what I want to be in life. Good thing is that Im still not hating my weaknesses. I rather just try to understand them an compensate with my other qualities. Ive spent so long with myself I think I should know where my strenghts lie.
Now Im hoping Anthropology will take some of the roughness off my edges. Its started quite alright, actually: at least Im serious about it. Ive lost my touch on computer science, Im scared Ill get a bad mark for my bachelors thesis, since I couldnt be less bothered with working on it. Ill get it done, dont worry, but not as efficiently and thorough as I would hope. I used to have high standards. Ok, maybe its really just these two courses, this one where Im supposed to write the thesis and the software programming project I had last summer. They are really hard courses for your soul, they make you very tired. Soon itll be over, soon everythings going to be okay..What bugs me as well is that I dont see my buddies at school that often anymore. There are so many new people I dont know them and frankly, I dont feel the need to get to know them that well anymore. All they talk about are the courses I took 3 years ago and parties for freshmen Im unlikely to attend.
Hey people. You know when talking in English you always say "I have a body" rather than "I am a body". Whos this "I" here? If you are not your body, are you some other entity who has your body, something you can use? Is this the soul people talk about? Soul seems to be quite a religious term, yet many people who are barely religious believe in them and use the therm frequently. Same applies to the Finnish language; you always have a body and you never are your body. Im curious, how is this in your native language, or in any other weird ones you might know? Thanks to anyone wholl answer. I know I know! Im real bad at commenting, but I swear, I come to lj almost every day and read your entries even if I dont leave any marks of myself!! This is whats been happening with me using msn as well. Im so listless and lethargic that I almost never get them up and running...
156 is, still, the most perfect song ever made. Goodbyes make me cry, thus I whole heartedly hate them. Hearing Mew sing "Don't you just love goodbyes" gets me everytime.