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It's July. I really cannot fucking believe that. Time is going by faster than I want it to, much much faster. Before I know it I'll be 50, still without a degree, still living in Hamilton, and I'll probably only have one leg. Who the fuck knows why about the leg thing. shit happens.
But really, I want last month back. In fact, I'd really like the last couple years back.
My life is not what I expected it to be two years ago. I'm in a... rut. but whatever. I'm the only one who can do anything about that, and since I'm not, I shouldn't complain... and so on. But still. it blows.
I'm in love. Or I'm in what I believe to be love. I'm not usually so quick to judge about such things.
I drink a lot. The jokes go around that I'm an alcoholic. I'm not. I'm just temporarily enchanted by the momentary loss of memory it brings, plus it makes the party more fun. That's just a fact.
I'm making mistakes... as I type this. I mean, one could say it's what I'm best at. but I'm having a lot of fun making them, so consequences, you can kiss my ass.
I'm happy, or I'm something like happy with how things are, most of all I really like the company I keep. It's changed a lot. And it's for the better I believe.
That was vague, but isn't it usually. If you want the facts... the whole truth... then good luck to you, I have no fucking clue whose giving that up.
But really, I want last month back. In fact, I'd really like the last couple years back.
My life is not what I expected it to be two years ago. I'm in a... rut. but whatever. I'm the only one who can do anything about that, and since I'm not, I shouldn't complain... and so on. But still. it blows.
I'm in love. Or I'm in what I believe to be love. I'm not usually so quick to judge about such things.
I drink a lot. The jokes go around that I'm an alcoholic. I'm not. I'm just temporarily enchanted by the momentary loss of memory it brings, plus it makes the party more fun. That's just a fact.
I'm making mistakes... as I type this. I mean, one could say it's what I'm best at. but I'm having a lot of fun making them, so consequences, you can kiss my ass.
I'm happy, or I'm something like happy with how things are, most of all I really like the company I keep. It's changed a lot. And it's for the better I believe.
That was vague, but isn't it usually. If you want the facts... the whole truth... then good luck to you, I have no fucking clue whose giving that up.