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Jun 21, 2006 21:53

Words would take too long to explain all that's happened recently. I'll be visiting the doctor on July 5th about my stomach which seems different today..... it's clear to me that something on my right side is pushing out a bit. It doesn't hurt, just feels like it's touching something that it shouldn't be. It's more or less in the location of where the small intestines connect to the colon. I have various symtpoms on various days, but the scariest in many ways is the intense right side pain that I feel on occasion. Maybe after the doctor finds something the people in my life will actually believe that I'm in actual pain when it happens instead of showing less than total concern for my well-being.

Judgmental........ hmm, my M-B tells me that I'm a perceiver, and I am. I truly accept that people are different, but I guess I've never had to face it so strongly in my life. Previously, if people are very different, I haven't had to work all that hard to separate them from me because they tend to. I don't think I'm better than them or that they're lower than me, but I do think they're different. Different isn't bad, but fundamentally a level of commonality must exist for a relationship to exist. I'm thinking it's more important to find the things in common rather than the differences. Some people grow out of some differences and others don't. It's the latter that scares me the most.

Yahir, he should have won (:)). This is a song on that bootleg I bought near the Zócalo in DF, and it's great. It loses a lot in the translation, so I only did the chorus. Someone on a reviewing site said they didn't like it because he yelled (sometimes) instead of singing. Personally, I think this song has the perfect mix of singing and yelling, but I wouldn't call it yelling: I'd call it singing for most of the song and sing-yelling for the other part. Either way, it works out great with the theme of a desire burning inside, ;):

"Let me get closer
Let me touch you
Let me, die for you
Let me get closer
Let me touch you
Let me, die for you"
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