Friday - 1/20/2012
5 Excuses
1. I watched my father burn through women growing up, so it made me less trusting of people.
2. I left Brayden because I thought I could help Deanna.
3. I have lots of sex with random people simply because it’s fun.
4. I sleep late because I’m a night person.
5. I didn’t go to college because I wouldn’t need it.
4 Explanations
1. I like sex the way I do now because I kind of like the idea of punishing myself.
2. OK, I also just REALLY enjoy it.
3. I have low self worth because I don’t see myself as a good girl who’s *worth* romancing.
4. I have to end up with a guy because I’m looking for a father figure in my life. (Please don’t try the Freudian crap with me. I think it’s bull, but I heard someone say it about me once.)
3 Wishes
1. To make things really work with Kevin.
2. That my friends find real happiness that lasts in their current relationships.
3. That the drama of my life slows down *just* a little.
2 Promises (1 Broken, 1 Kept)
1. To have more confidence in myself that I am worth waiting for.
2. To be faithful.
1 Secret
1. A part of me still desperately wishes that I could undo breaking up with Brayden, even though I’m head over heels for Kevin.
1. I watched my father burn through women growing up, so it made me less trusting of people.
2. I left Brayden because I thought I could help Deanna.
3. I have lots of sex with random people simply because it’s fun.
4. I sleep late because I’m a night person.
5. I didn’t go to college because I wouldn’t need it.
4 Explanations
1. I like sex the way I do now because I kind of like the idea of punishing myself.
2. OK, I also just REALLY enjoy it.
3. I have low self worth because I don’t see myself as a good girl who’s *worth* romancing.
4. I have to end up with a guy because I’m looking for a father figure in my life. (Please don’t try the Freudian crap with me. I think it’s bull, but I heard someone say it about me once.)
3 Wishes
1. To make things really work with Kevin.
2. That my friends find real happiness that lasts in their current relationships.
3. That the drama of my life slows down *just* a little.
2 Promises (1 Broken, 1 Kept)
1. To have more confidence in myself that I am worth waiting for.
2. To be faithful.
1 Secret
1. A part of me still desperately wishes that I could undo breaking up with Brayden, even though I’m head over heels for Kevin.