Good Talks

[charlietherapta]

Shane and I had a long long talk yesterday. He makes me realize that it's cool to just go with it and see where the road of life takes me. He told me I was beautiful. He said he wanted to grow with me. He wants me to talk to him when I am feeling upset. He listens when I talk and it is amazing. He really likes me for me. He's interested in my feelings, dreams, aspirations and the way I view the world. He is genuinely a nice person. He makes me smile and feel safe. He picks me up and swings me around. He probably listens to me snore while I sleep which is kinda embarassing. It's hard for me to tell me I want him. I want him to whisk me away and off my feet. I want him to hold me when I am sad. I was telling Shane D that I went crying into Shane S's room and he knew I just needed to be held because he knows me so well. Shane D was like I cannot wait to get to know you like that. I almost fell into the water when he told me that one. I was like you seriously want to know what I need? No this can't happen. I feel terrible for how much I hurt him without even meaning to. He told me he has a lot of respect for me for being honest. He lets me be me and he loves it.

This is fabulous, but it is my bedtime.

Goodnight