oh, the wonders and relief
TODAY
was the worst day of bffle Robyn's life. It was full of ambushes and interrogations and trying to escape and being locked in cars and estranged from those that love her and ganged up on and ignored and forced into situations and being poked and prodded and bandaged.
it was just a horrible day for her. D: I feel so terrible that she was alone from me and her girlfriend, Maddie.
she needed us. we needed to comfort her. she needed to be reminded just how important she is and that no matter how many times she hurts herself, we will always and forever love her. we need her so fucking much it is ridiculous. So when she returned, it was like the world's boisterous noise was finally silent and there was the hope of us getting through the next 5 minutes, alive. Simply because she was back where she was meant to be. In our presence, in our arms, in our sight. We're the people who love her so hard we want to run away with her in the middle of class, dead of the night.
I love this girl so much. She knows my entire life even though I just met really met her a month ago.
but TODAY was also such an important day
because i came out to Ray and Niky.
Now, Ray was going to be the last or second last person to come out to
because she is also SO FUCKING IMPORTANT i just didn't know how she would take it
and how i would take it if she couldn't take it.
and you know what she said to me?
"You know you can come to me about anything."
MY FUCKING GOD.
I love you so much Ray.
I will fight for you for the rest of my life.
and Robyn, baby?
I have you in my heart until I die.