Mar 01, 2014 17:45
Pairing: fem!Xiumin/Luhan
Xiumin is so tired of always pretending. It's not like she pretends she loves Luhan, because she doesn't. But she does pretend that Luhan loves her too. She should have ended things when she knew. But now it's five years to their relationship and still Luhan keeps attempting to fool everyone. But the thing is, everyone knows. Jongdae and Xiumin have discussed it so many times, and of course Xiumin should follow the advice, but the truth is that she loves Luhan, as a person. She could even not have sex, she has achieved that despair moment where she only wants to keep him. They are best-friends and a lot more.
It kills her to see Luhan trying so hard to fool everyone. And despite knowing that he is gay, she will try until he breaks up the relation. She is just waiting for him to be honest with her and break things up. She deserves that much, even if she knows she will be devastated after, she is expecting it, because how long can a gay man keep trying to fool himself and everyone else around?
'Will you marry me?'
'Yes'
Apparently a long time.
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drabble/prompt,
someone write this tt_tt,
xiuhan,
angst,
omg