It's The Way...
I really don't wanna go to sixth form now, I just wanna stay at home and become the reject that I'm supposed to. I can't open my mouth without saying something wrong to someone. Why am I sat here in tears? I didn't do anything intentionally I really didn't mean to do anything and yet I still managed to lose someone who I would consider a friend.
I wish that car had blown up on the motorway...I wish it hadn't just been sum cruddy over heating and there had actually been something majorly wrong and it had blown up, at least that way I wouldn't be here.
I just wanna be normal again, I can't look at a picture of him with someone else, I can't read "encounters" anymore...I just wanna be "normal" again and not have my life revolving around a boy band..cos lets face it thats all they are..here I am falling out with people over them and crying cos things have gone way too far..
I don't really know why I'm doing it still...but when i do meet them I'm so happy...then I read about how people sit and have chats with them and there are no cravens around and they just have random convo's with them and I feel like this again...
I can't explain it nothing makes sense n e more...
I wish that car had blown up on the motorway...I wish it hadn't just been sum cruddy over heating and there had actually been something majorly wrong and it had blown up, at least that way I wouldn't be here.
I just wanna be normal again, I can't look at a picture of him with someone else, I can't read "encounters" anymore...I just wanna be "normal" again and not have my life revolving around a boy band..cos lets face it thats all they are..here I am falling out with people over them and crying cos things have gone way too far..
I don't really know why I'm doing it still...but when i do meet them I'm so happy...then I read about how people sit and have chats with them and there are no cravens around and they just have random convo's with them and I feel like this again...
I can't explain it nothing makes sense n e more...