pfft...
well... i havent written for a while.. but what the hey...
schools finally over... i no longer dread waking up.... its a good feeling..
i had my interview for vet hospitality yesturday, n they rang me yesturday arvo to let me know im in, im so stoked... i cant wait for college.. im actually gonna be doing what i want rather than a heap of bullshit the school makes u do..
i dont really know what to write.. i may as well delve into my deepest darkest secrets....
i havent written here for so long, its not like n e 1 reads it.. so what the hey..
yesturday i was looking in the mirror... n to tell the truth.. i just hated it.. i cried.. i couldnt bare to look at myself... im doing sit ups.. but im so damn fat n lazy, i can only get to 20 b4 it starts really hurting.. so im doing that every night.. i do 20, then have a small break.. then another 20, then maybe another break, n another 20 depending on how fat i feel....also today, i didnt eat breakfast.. i had 2 pieces of salt n vinegar chicken.. then i had t... its funny... the less i eat.. the less i feel like eating.. its a good cycle...
well i dont really have n e thing to say...
oh yeh, mum told me today that im not allowed to go to falls... i cried.. pfft.. whats new there.. of well.. im really off this time, like old cheese...
ciao..
carly
xx
schools finally over... i no longer dread waking up.... its a good feeling..
i had my interview for vet hospitality yesturday, n they rang me yesturday arvo to let me know im in, im so stoked... i cant wait for college.. im actually gonna be doing what i want rather than a heap of bullshit the school makes u do..
i dont really know what to write.. i may as well delve into my deepest darkest secrets....
i havent written here for so long, its not like n e 1 reads it.. so what the hey..
yesturday i was looking in the mirror... n to tell the truth.. i just hated it.. i cried.. i couldnt bare to look at myself... im doing sit ups.. but im so damn fat n lazy, i can only get to 20 b4 it starts really hurting.. so im doing that every night.. i do 20, then have a small break.. then another 20, then maybe another break, n another 20 depending on how fat i feel....also today, i didnt eat breakfast.. i had 2 pieces of salt n vinegar chicken.. then i had t... its funny... the less i eat.. the less i feel like eating.. its a good cycle...
well i dont really have n e thing to say...
oh yeh, mum told me today that im not allowed to go to falls... i cried.. pfft.. whats new there.. of well.. im really off this time, like old cheese...
ciao..
carly
xx