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Ugh, why is it that as soon as I'm alone all these thoughts go through my head that make me hate myself?
I really don't understand why it is that I hate myself so much.
I know that I shouldn't be this upset. I know I shouldn't let things get to me. My problems are not that bad. My life is not that shitty. I could be starving in Africa where you have to wipe your ass with your hand.
Maybe its just because I'm a woman, and I can't control my feelings. I don't like this though. I was thinking, I just want to be 17 again. I could live that year over and over and over, for the rest of my life and everything would be okay.
I don't want to be stuck on the past. I want to focus on today and my future.
I am to smart to be this depressed!!! I should just be able to think myself out of this.
I've been missing Eric a lot lately. Think what you will, we did date for two years and we did have our good moments. I don't know what to make of this either.
Wow, I suck at life right about now.
I really don't understand why it is that I hate myself so much.
I know that I shouldn't be this upset. I know I shouldn't let things get to me. My problems are not that bad. My life is not that shitty. I could be starving in Africa where you have to wipe your ass with your hand.
Maybe its just because I'm a woman, and I can't control my feelings. I don't like this though. I was thinking, I just want to be 17 again. I could live that year over and over and over, for the rest of my life and everything would be okay.
I don't want to be stuck on the past. I want to focus on today and my future.
I am to smart to be this depressed!!! I should just be able to think myself out of this.
I've been missing Eric a lot lately. Think what you will, we did date for two years and we did have our good moments. I don't know what to make of this either.
Wow, I suck at life right about now.