Shut the front door!
Words are just words. I could sit here and type all my goals and what I want to do with my life, but until I do anything its all just empty promises.
I've grown increasingly cynical everyday since I've broken up with Eric. Yet, somehow I'm ridiculously happy.
I don't understand Eric sometimes. He does things and says things to purposely hurt me. It really isn't that big of a deal, I just wish he'd act his age. Silly me for thinking something like that. I tried to talk to him and just be adult. He agreed and then continued taking cheap shots at me. I just want to call him out on his bullshit. I want to tell him that he can have that girl and to just forget about me. I would say I hope he fucks up her life like he fucked up mine, but I would never wish that on another person.
He thinks its not hard on me. It is. I'm not going through the same shit he is. I'm not sitting around moping, wishing we'd be back together. It was a pretty hard decision I made...we were together for two years. Its hard to just forget someone like that.
Its okay though. I'm in a much much better place than I was before. I feel somewhat sound with myself. There's someone in my life who makes me feel genuinely happy. I'm back with my family. As much as I hate it sometimes, I really wouldn't have it any other way. I love my sister and her family so much.
I want I want I want. Whats it going to take for me to kick myself in the ass and do do do?
I think I'm going to party with myself tonight and finish the rest of my alcohol. WoOOOO!O!O!O!O!!!!OOOOO!!1111
I've grown increasingly cynical everyday since I've broken up with Eric. Yet, somehow I'm ridiculously happy.
I don't understand Eric sometimes. He does things and says things to purposely hurt me. It really isn't that big of a deal, I just wish he'd act his age. Silly me for thinking something like that. I tried to talk to him and just be adult. He agreed and then continued taking cheap shots at me. I just want to call him out on his bullshit. I want to tell him that he can have that girl and to just forget about me. I would say I hope he fucks up her life like he fucked up mine, but I would never wish that on another person.
He thinks its not hard on me. It is. I'm not going through the same shit he is. I'm not sitting around moping, wishing we'd be back together. It was a pretty hard decision I made...we were together for two years. Its hard to just forget someone like that.
Its okay though. I'm in a much much better place than I was before. I feel somewhat sound with myself. There's someone in my life who makes me feel genuinely happy. I'm back with my family. As much as I hate it sometimes, I really wouldn't have it any other way. I love my sister and her family so much.
I want I want I want. Whats it going to take for me to kick myself in the ass and do do do?
I think I'm going to party with myself tonight and finish the rest of my alcohol. WoOOOO!O!O!O!O!!!!OOOOO!!1111