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[chapaman]

And so Im back from a fun filled four days with Kyle. It was so much fun. I had some great conversations with him about everything. It was like we were living together and I loved it. He told me he cant wait until we are married and have a place of our own. Still I find myself kinda ... well, iffy about whether or not he really likes me. I know that he does ...but sometimes he thinks that Im acting weird and I dont think I am at all and I dont know what so say. Well, I guess sometimes I do act weird around him. Its really because I dont want to mess things up like last time. i dont want him to leave me again and i dont think he will but i dont want to act really weird around him because I dont want to disappoint him. I really hope everything works out and I know that he really likes me and I know I really like him.

I miss all my friends from school and i want to call some.... I miss them :(

But Im sure that they miss me too ^_^

Be self-confident... My new goal.

Wicked the musical is amazing! Im gonna be popular!