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Slight Disappointment today. I had a tensive phone conversation with Kyle last night. I dont know how I should take a lot of the things that he said to me. And his away message was "and when I say I love you I mean turn out the lights"... What the hell kind of thing is that to say. I dont really think that is something that anyone should have as an away message. Its degrading. It makes that person seem a little..well, whorish. I dont know how I feel about it. I dont really like talking on the phone with Kyle. He is a different person on the phone. We have a hard time talking on the phone but in person we are fine. We have not problems in person and I dont know how I should go about having better phone conversations with him. Does anyone have any suggestions? I would appreciate any input.
"And when I say I love you I mean turn out the lights.." What a shitty thing to say! I cant believe it. I dont think it was pointed at me but I sure feel kinda hurt about it..
But I lived without him for a year before and even though I love him I know that he isnt the end of my life if I loose him. DOnt get me wrong, I would love to spend the rest of my life with him but Im not going to base all me self-esteem on what he thinks or how he feels.
God, if there is a god, please help me to find myself....
"And when I say I love you I mean turn out the lights.." What a shitty thing to say! I cant believe it. I dont think it was pointed at me but I sure feel kinda hurt about it..
But I lived without him for a year before and even though I love him I know that he isnt the end of my life if I loose him. DOnt get me wrong, I would love to spend the rest of my life with him but Im not going to base all me self-esteem on what he thinks or how he feels.
God, if there is a god, please help me to find myself....