Fuck the Holidays

[chaoticwake]

You know, I don't even really know how to begin this post. I'm so upset and depressed right now. For the past four days, I've cried myself to sleep. Hell, I may just end up crying right now as I write this. My job? Oh yeah, my "job" is a joke. Once a week it seems. I'm finding something else and giving the uniform back. I can't do it anymore. I

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[dunkelheitweint]

Aaron, I want you to know that you are never truly alone. My sister is a very supportive and caring person, no matter how she appears. She'll talk to you all night if you need this. And I know this may not be much comfort, considering I'm eight years your junior and know pretty much NOTHING about life, but I'm here for you too.

If your job is killing you, get a new one! You can't make a living dying.

When it comes to the whole being alone/marriage thing, I think you just need to wait. I'm not saying to not be assertive, but I think everything happens for a reason and eventually the right thing happens to everyone. If you're going to get married, it will happen when it's supposed to happen. You may make it happen , though. And you will meet that person when it happens, too, even if you make it happen.

So don't be so anxious. There's a reason why you're not amrried yet, even if you may be tomorrow, and you just don't know what is.

BTW, my whole "everything happens for a reason" thing happens because humans make their fates...not because God or the Goddess or something does. Humans' brains are powerful enough to change the world...or their lives.

Eh, sorry this was so long. I just want you to feel better.

I really wish I could say more to comfort you, but I don't know what. I'm only sixteen. I hate being sixteen..

[chaoticwake]

not for nothing, Cait...but your sister has shown me before exactly how supportive she can be. She's been about as comforting as a cactus. I think I'll pass

[dunkelheitweint]

>< she told me she tried to comfort you, but it didn't work. eh, it wouldn't work for me either...=(