silence
Crap. I thought maybe the cut off for the activity check was today. But it was yesterday. So Ashee cleaned out the ranks. Honestly, I don't know whether to be angry at myself [well, I am a little regardless] or relieved that I don't have to try and keep up anymore or whether I should go and talk to her and see if she would mind me still rp'ing Saoirse. I don't know. I don't know if I even care. *sigh* My life has been hectic, and I feel like I don't know how much of my shitty activity level is my fault and how much of it is out of my hands. I suppose I'll just let this lie. Having two characters instead of three means I won't have so much to do, and that means I won't have to spend as much time at the computer [not that I was anyway, but I should have been], and that means I'll be able to devote more of my attention to my life, my friends, school, work... Just not always having that voice in the back of my head telling me to go write this post or that post. And school starts in four days. And I want to go to work more often.
I just don't want to think about any of it. Is that horrible?
I've been watching more baseball games lately. I love baseball. I love the Mariners. Some of my friends send me those email survey things, and there's one with the question 'have you ever been to a major league baseball game?' and a few of them are like, 'EWWWW!!! no!' Ew? How can you say ew about the best sport ever? Well, I kept saying to my parents that we need to go to an M's game. And when I was watching the game on Friday I said it again. They announced that there were 9000 tickets left for the three game series against Oakland on September 27-29. So I said we needed to go to that one. Because Brezzy's favorite team is Oakland. And then yesterday I went to ticketmaster and looked at the prices and what available seats there were and stuff. I said I wanted Brezzy to come. I called her, she said she'd pay 20 bucks, so I bought the tickets. Yay. We're sitting in the 300 seats [not bleachers =)] in right field. I haven't been into Seattle in a while. We'll probably go early on Saturday, since the game will probably be at 7:05 [or maybe 1:05, they haven't announced it yet] and go around pike place market and stuff. Seattle is a cool city.
My sister wants to go online now. Stupid kid. Right now I'm into the mindset again that I want to adopt a kid [just watched nine months. pregnancy is painful. XD]. Now I'm thinking maybe just one. It looks like it would be pretty good to be an only child.
I just don't want to think about any of it. Is that horrible?
I've been watching more baseball games lately. I love baseball. I love the Mariners. Some of my friends send me those email survey things, and there's one with the question 'have you ever been to a major league baseball game?' and a few of them are like, 'EWWWW!!! no!' Ew? How can you say ew about the best sport ever? Well, I kept saying to my parents that we need to go to an M's game. And when I was watching the game on Friday I said it again. They announced that there were 9000 tickets left for the three game series against Oakland on September 27-29. So I said we needed to go to that one. Because Brezzy's favorite team is Oakland. And then yesterday I went to ticketmaster and looked at the prices and what available seats there were and stuff. I said I wanted Brezzy to come. I called her, she said she'd pay 20 bucks, so I bought the tickets. Yay. We're sitting in the 300 seats [not bleachers =)] in right field. I haven't been into Seattle in a while. We'll probably go early on Saturday, since the game will probably be at 7:05 [or maybe 1:05, they haven't announced it yet] and go around pike place market and stuff. Seattle is a cool city.
My sister wants to go online now. Stupid kid. Right now I'm into the mindset again that I want to adopt a kid [just watched nine months. pregnancy is painful. XD]. Now I'm thinking maybe just one. It looks like it would be pretty good to be an only child.