fucked stuff and other stuff

[chaotic_terror]

so saturday should have been a great day, but it got horribly fucked! this dude in room 224 killed himself by taking 17, SEVENTEEN different prescriptions. and they found him dead as a doornail in the bed. i didn't see anything, because i was on first floor, but it seriously smelled like a nursing home for about an hour after they found him. it was gross. people were running out of the hotel freaking out and crying and such. i had to catch my own breath a few times, but i fared better then the rest of the chicks who didn't see the body. poor brittany, our 16 year old, saw it. thank god she's on vacation now so she can try to get that image out of her head. i found out today why the guy killed himself. apparently, his mom had just passed away and he had no family left and no where to go or wanted to go. he wanted to be with his mom. i tell you what, you show a suicidal person something like that and how it affects people they don't even know and i bet more people would reconsider it. all the girls at work were still fucked today and it was lorie (boss) and laurie (housekeeper)'s birthday's today and they were both upset and didn't really enjoy it at all. so the next time anyone thinks about suicide remember this: someone has to find you, someone has to clean you up, some on has to open you up, someone else has to prepare you, (unless you are to be cremated if i'm not mistaken) and all the while, not only is your family going to be fucked, but lots of people who don't know you will be too. because it's a different ballgame when it's a suicide, people get pissed and more upset over it.

anyway,
so the caprice is being retarded and i can't drive it because it just won't move right (you can't get it over 55, you can get it up to 45 if you're lucky) and it won't climb hills. and i have an interview on friday at TRG in earth city, which i'm excited about but i was like ok, aaron, make it work, this is your arena, and you know what? he's totally on it. i'm so proud of him. :)