Sometimes I just strongly dislike...
LIFE
Well today was not a very good day for me. From the time I woke up it just did not seem like it was going to go well.
(That was probably my first mistake, Being in that mind set)
I got to work around 9am after getting there through crazy heavy traffic. It went ok for about 2 hours then my second shift guy calls in, so to make this a little shorter. I ended
up having to work it 'cause my boss, or anybody else for that matter did not want to. So I was there all by my self, and it was really busy after that too. It was like everyone knew what happed and they just wanted to push that knife in a little deeper. I must admit that I did lose my temper (I can have a short fuse if 1) I have not eaten in a while 2)did not get enough sleep the night before)
it was not at a customer though, thank god for that. I took it out on a poor innocent wall :( and it did not hold up to well. Now I am going to have to tell my boss what I did and why. I know I won't lose my job over it but I think it may be hard for him to understand why I did it.
Anyway, by this time I notice that I forgot my cell phone at my house, witch in turn reminded me that I was suppose to call
a friend later tonight. Witch I was not able to do, and I am really kinda mad at my self for it to and I don't know why.
And that feeling made everything else irritated me even more,
you know the little things people do. (even the things I was doing) Well at about 9:30 things finally slowed down, and I was able to calm down. the rest of my 15 and a half hour shift went ok. I got out of work at 12:30am or so. Some times I wonder if all this is worth it to go down to Florida. I mean I worked about 80 hours from Monday to Sunday between both jobs, and I don't feel like I have done any good.
Well I do not know, maybe it is just the way I am feeling now.
~*SPB*~
Well today was not a very good day for me. From the time I woke up it just did not seem like it was going to go well.
(That was probably my first mistake, Being in that mind set)
I got to work around 9am after getting there through crazy heavy traffic. It went ok for about 2 hours then my second shift guy calls in, so to make this a little shorter. I ended
up having to work it 'cause my boss, or anybody else for that matter did not want to. So I was there all by my self, and it was really busy after that too. It was like everyone knew what happed and they just wanted to push that knife in a little deeper. I must admit that I did lose my temper (I can have a short fuse if 1) I have not eaten in a while 2)did not get enough sleep the night before)
it was not at a customer though, thank god for that. I took it out on a poor innocent wall :( and it did not hold up to well. Now I am going to have to tell my boss what I did and why. I know I won't lose my job over it but I think it may be hard for him to understand why I did it.
Anyway, by this time I notice that I forgot my cell phone at my house, witch in turn reminded me that I was suppose to call
a friend later tonight. Witch I was not able to do, and I am really kinda mad at my self for it to and I don't know why.
And that feeling made everything else irritated me even more,
you know the little things people do. (even the things I was doing) Well at about 9:30 things finally slowed down, and I was able to calm down. the rest of my 15 and a half hour shift went ok. I got out of work at 12:30am or so. Some times I wonder if all this is worth it to go down to Florida. I mean I worked about 80 hours from Monday to Sunday between both jobs, and I don't feel like I have done any good.
Well I do not know, maybe it is just the way I am feeling now.
~*SPB*~