Song: Hurt (redone by Johnny Cash)
To day was a lot better day for me than most.I woke up at 5am to go to work at my first job, I am training to be an assistant manger there. Witch went pretty well, I did not mess up anything so the guy training me was very happy that I was picking it up so quickly. So he let me go a little early.
(it was only a half hour early)So I had about one hour to kill before I had to be at my other job. So I do what any hungry person would do, run home grab something to eat and run to the other job. It was pretty slow there so it was a very easy day, and uneventful. So I just got out of that one at 7pm. I really hope this is the only week I have to work both jobs like this.I work 5am to 7pm till Friday, then 8am till 12:30am on Saturday. The best part is I still have to be to work Sunday morning at 9am. All I can say is I hope HP is going to help me through this week. 'Cause I know it can get really bad at both of them real quick.
Other than all that boring stuff, I am still feeling some what numb to everything so here is a song that I know you know. (If not you sure listen to it) Though it seems like a depressing one it reminds me that I have gone through worse things in my life.
Hurt
I hurt my self today.
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain.
The only thing thats real.
The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting.
Try to kill it all away.
But,I remember everything.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Every one I know,
Goes away in the end.
And,you could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my wired chair.
Full of broken thoughts,
I can not repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
And,you could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
If I could start again,
A million miles away.
I would keep my self.
I would find a way.
(it was only a half hour early)So I had about one hour to kill before I had to be at my other job. So I do what any hungry person would do, run home grab something to eat and run to the other job. It was pretty slow there so it was a very easy day, and uneventful. So I just got out of that one at 7pm. I really hope this is the only week I have to work both jobs like this.I work 5am to 7pm till Friday, then 8am till 12:30am on Saturday. The best part is I still have to be to work Sunday morning at 9am. All I can say is I hope HP is going to help me through this week. 'Cause I know it can get really bad at both of them real quick.
Other than all that boring stuff, I am still feeling some what numb to everything so here is a song that I know you know. (If not you sure listen to it) Though it seems like a depressing one it reminds me that I have gone through worse things in my life.
Hurt
I hurt my self today.
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain.
The only thing thats real.
The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting.
Try to kill it all away.
But,I remember everything.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Every one I know,
Goes away in the end.
And,you could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my wired chair.
Full of broken thoughts,
I can not repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
And,you could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
If I could start again,
A million miles away.
I would keep my self.
I would find a way.